Random thoughts about bitching about my family.
Karl's Blog. Stardate Blah Blah Blah,
1. Why bother working hard all your life, save, and try to live a good life when the people around you shit all over you?
2. How does bigger necessitate it being better in quality?
3. On that point, if it's using the same goddamn mattress, how the fuck is it fucking bigger?
4. If something's old and supposedly useless or what have you, then I believe I've wasted my life on the study of history and the past, which is essentially old.
5. Furthermore, if the above statement is true, what the fuck does that make of you father?
6. If throwing things away is such a good idea, then why does it always bite you in the ass eventually?
7. Continuing with the last statement, that's how I feel regarding this dichotomy between the "new" and "old" family living within this household.
8. If my uncle is supposedly better than me as he said, I guess he's infallible. Oh wait, he's not. He's one of the bigger fuck-ups I know. Physically and characteristically.
9. Why talk about headboards when there is no fucking headboard currently attached to the old bedframe?
Later Days. End Transmission.
1. Why bother working hard all your life, save, and try to live a good life when the people around you shit all over you?
2. How does bigger necessitate it being better in quality?
3. On that point, if it's using the same goddamn mattress, how the fuck is it fucking bigger?
4. If something's old and supposedly useless or what have you, then I believe I've wasted my life on the study of history and the past, which is essentially old.
5. Furthermore, if the above statement is true, what the fuck does that make of you father?
6. If throwing things away is such a good idea, then why does it always bite you in the ass eventually?
7. Continuing with the last statement, that's how I feel regarding this dichotomy between the "new" and "old" family living within this household.
8. If my uncle is supposedly better than me as he said, I guess he's infallible. Oh wait, he's not. He's one of the bigger fuck-ups I know. Physically and characteristically.
9. Why talk about headboards when there is no fucking headboard currently attached to the old bedframe?
Later Days. End Transmission.
posted by Shockah Karl at 3:53 p.m.
3 Comments:
Have you ever thought of moving out?
The thought has passed through my mind several times ever since I could make coherent thoughts. I can't do that as of this moment due to me not being economically able to do so. I should have been able to have gone on some sort of trip after my graduation from university, since that's what people apparently do in film, television, and various works of fiction. However, due to circumstances that I won't go into, I am unable to do that.
But I digress. So yes the thought has crossed my mind. Often it involves me running away and vanishing off the face of the Earth. The thought runs through my mind as I type this down.
Since I'm "in-between jobs" and no longer worry about scholastic studies, I've had alot of time to think and reflect. Too much really. I don't like it when I have to think too much. Mainly because this along with other thoughts cross my mind over and over again. And since you know me, or I believe you may have a gist of what I may portray towards others, you may notice that I think about scenarios alot. Hypothetic yes. But, I will half heartedly think these things through at my leisure. And boy I've had alot of leisure time lately.
The thing is, nowadays I really find less and less reasons, arguments, or what have you supporting these negative aspects. I grow dreary and tired of the way things are going.
I'm sure if a change or altercation to the current state of things were to happen, people may notice. Whether it is a delayed or immediate response is totally up to each individual. But, I am sure that that moment of realization will eventually pass. Maybe not forgotten. Perhaps it will linger subconciously. And hence, the status quo will remain.
I'm not saying the world will be better without me in it. However, I propose that maybe it wouldn't be that bad.
Hey Karl,
I have been forever bitching about my family and I feel your frustration. I have a hard enough time with them and I left 5 years ago. If you need to get away from them for a day or even a week, you are always welcome at mine and Mel's place when we move in.
And the world is better with you in it, you're awesome. I really enjoyed getting to know you this past year.
See you soon,
Kat
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